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By Priscilla Greear, Staff Writer
ATLANTAOne thing has held true so far for J.C. Aevaliotis:
this scholar and performer has done what he has loved academically and the
scholarship money has repeatedly followed.
With a tattoo on his arm that says so it goes, so on
will go Emory University senior Aevaliotis to the University of St. Andrews in
Scotland to pursue one of his academic loveslikely writing. His studies
will begin this fall as a recipient of a yearlong Robert T. Jones Jr. Memorial
Scholarship Fund Award.
This news of the deans list Catholic from Conyers, whose
given name is James Carl, probably comes as no surprise to those who know him.
Aevaliotis attended Emory on a Robert W. Woodruff Scholarship that
covered all expenses. His activities at the university included performing
comedy, writing fiction, studying religion and being a resident adviser.
Over 40 Emory seniors applied for the Jones scholarship
established in 1976 in memory of the golfer and law school student. Four
students were selected, including his best friend, based on academic
excellence, a record of significant leadership, and academic interests they can
pursue there. Studying at Emorys sister school in the town of St. Andrews
from October through May, Aevaliotis may either earn a master of literature in
theology or creative writing, or take classes and travel around Europe on his
stipend.
They look for students who will be outstanding ambassadors
of the university, said Deb Hammacher, assistant director of
communications. Its a very, very competitive scholarship. Only a
lot of really excellent students apply for it.
Aevaliotis applied in January and received the good news by
February.
Theres a lot of joy. I was running around like an
idiot when I first found out because it is such an incredible
opportunity, said the parishioner at St. Pius X Church, Conyers. (I
feel) relief, some pride, but I try to not place too much stock in that, a lot
of humility because there have been some great people that have won this
scholarship and its sort of a big investment that some people are making
in me so I want to be sure to not disappoint them.
Even though he now is leaning toward pursuing a masters
degree in creative writing, he fell in love with Emory and became interested in
studying religion the summer after his junior year at Salem High School in
Conyers, where he was salutatorian. That summer he attended Emorys Youth
Theological Initiative, sponsored by the Candler School of Theology. The
program involves a month of theological exploration, service and worship.
Having been very active in high school drama, he had been
nominated for the Governors Honors Program for theatre, but the day he
got the rejection letter for that he also got a brochure for YTI.
I sort of applied accidentally and it ended up being a
really important thing, he said. It was really one of the first
times I remember being around so many like-minded people. I thought I was just
odd in being interested in questions of faith and how they impacted the ways in
which I lived my life and how they impacted the ways in which I interacted with
those around me. (It helped me) to not feel strange for thinking those sorts of
things and having a faith which is important, he said.
That was a radical idea to me, that in having a strong
faith, questioning was not only important to that but essential. That was
really the beginning of my own honest interaction with my faith in all my doubt
and all my fear and also in all the things I celebrate and enjoy about my
tradition. It was the first experience I had of genuine worship.
As he pondered lifes meaning there he also studied its
lighter side, learning improvisational comedy. He went on to perform throughout
college with the Rathskellar improvisational comedy troupe, the oldest college
troupe in the nation, and has taught with the comedy troupe the last two
summers.
Yet after the YTI program, he returned to Mass at his parish where
church seemed boring and the homilist preached that the church is not a
democracy and that it gets its authority from the pope, Scripture and
traditions. All thats correct but when youre 17 and
youve had sort of an intellectual awakening experience its not the
best thing to hear.
So while many drift away, he intentionally disconnected from
church for a time. In those years I never felt like I left the church
because when people asked me what was my religion I would still say Catholic
without missing a beat. But I felt it wasnt genuine of me to go to
worship and participate in rituals I didnt fully believe in . . . It was
an all or nothing attitude.
Finding his major at Emory in the religion department studying
Christianity, he had plenty of help from faith-filled professors to find his
beliefs. He grew more interested in the intersection between faith and film and
literature and how religion affects people. After all, he noted, even atheists
have rituals and are affected by religion and seek meaning.
Everything is influenced by religion, he surmised.
Authors like Walker Percy, who converted to Catholicism, or
Flannery OConnor, their entire aesthetic in their novels is deeply shaped
by their experience of being Catholic. Im interested in the way
religiosity shapes aesthetics and world views. Ive also developed a sort
of hermeneutics of religion, religion as a way to analyze behavior, he
said. Most every film has an aspect of religion in it and its
generally more complex than just a Jesus figure. Religion can be a pretty
decent lens through which to view art.
And ones neighbors. At Emory Ive been given a
sense that religion is a very dynamic factor in peoples lives and really
enriches the way people live. And any understanding of people will only be
helped by an attempt to understand their religion as much as we can. And all
those things have sort of animated me in my own faith more, he said.
I study religion as a living thing and its very easy to see the
ways in which my own tradition is very much a living thing that needs to be
treated with the respect thats due to living things.
If religion has been the fuel of his fire, then comedy has
provided sparks preventing burnout. Performing about six times a semester with
the troupe through which he has found his closest friends has been an important
school activity. He recently returned from a pilgrimage with the group to the
comic Mecca of Chicagos Second City, an improvisation theatre
from which actors like Dan Ackroyd have emerged.
One may not immediately think that this 22-year-old, who seems
peaceful, poised and precocious yet passionate, is a comic. Yet enthusiasm
permeated his Emory apartment when the lanky, 6-foot 2-inch senior with dark
hair explained that improvisation involves games based on audience suggestions.
In one recent scene he and his partner received an advanced guide to a
micro-pathology textbook from which they became scientists constructing a
robot.
You make up things on the spot which can be really
nerve-wracking, but theres also something tremendously exciting about
that. It keeps me sharp in a lot of ways; it keeps me thinking, he said.
The lunacy of improvisation helps him make sense of life. And six
of the troupes members are also religion majors so many of their scenes
involve religion.
Its just a space thats very important to me and
in an odd way it helps me sort through a lot of things, whether theyre
troubles in my life or particularly confusing issues in classes, he said.
A lot of the synthesis of all the things Im learning or thinking
about occurs in improv scenes. You sort of draw parallels between things that
dont seem to be very similar.
Freud says that in comedy were free to basically
attack the things we dont like to talk about in polite
societyreligion being a really big oneso comedy sort of frees up
space to think and talk freely where normally we would repress the desire to
talk about faith or community in polite society.
Hes writing his honors thesis on how performing comedy, like
church, can affect understanding of God and theology, exploring how it
unleashes free thought and joy. Some of his favorite Gospel passages are Jesus
talking about children.
Its a very childlike thing and connects us to the
things which Jesus seemed to like. Theres something about encountering
God in one another playfully which is very important but often downplayed,
which is an important way to interact with one another and with God I
hope, he said.
Theres another aspect of comedy that Aevaliotis finds
fulfilling. Making someone laugh is one of the nicest things you can do
for someone and I enjoy doing it.
He will always be a creative writer who loves the English language
and manipulating it. He wrote for school literary magazines, and finds it
useful to plug into various creative outlets. Still, religion is where he said
he has found his home.
There are so many ways to study it, he said. I
became discouraged my second year of college that I wasnt writing like
Faulkner or Joyce, which is really unreasonable. The last couple of years
Ive realized 50 is considered a young writer and the stuff of good
fiction is experienced. Most of my favorite authors had two or three careers
before they settled down on writing.
One particularly awakening experience hes had was a trip to
Northern Ireland last summer, through the Office of Religion, called Journeys
of Reconciliation. Group members met with Protestant and Catholic religious and
political leaders and scholars and listened to their stories to foster
reconciliation. They learned how the conflict is deeper than just about
religion but also about poverty, class, ethnicity and nationality. The idea was
in telling their stories theyll come to a deeper understanding of
it themselves.
The trip led to his own reconciliation with his church.
Theres something incredibly important about worshipping in a group
setting and participating in rituals every week. And Northern Ireland was the
first time I went to church several weeks consecutively and there I really just
(realized I) missed it. The Mass just feels right and the order of Mass is
still very, very familiar, he said, and now he realizes you get out of it
what you put into it.
Hell return as a program leader this year from May 15-30
where he hopes to continue the learning process.
His dad, Jim, admires his sons interpersonal skills like
those used in Northern Ireland.
I can see him maybe moving in the direction of diplomacy and
things of that nature, he said. Hes always been outgoing and
just a real likeable person and he couples that with a drive and his drive
doesnt push people away. It sort of fits in with people.
His mother, Bette, described her son as a
humanitarian, having a gentle spirit.
In his search, Aevaliotis has struggled with his perception of God
and divine nature but has always felt Gods presence deeply in
relationships and finds comfort in private prayer and Mass.
He still has many questions about the churchs position on
certain issues, such as the ordination of woman and not allowing priests to
marry.
Ive sort of come to hope that theres a lot of
room for tension in the church, he said. All in all, what is really
important is the experience of sharing worship and encountering Christ and God
in one another in worship. Mass has become very, very important to me,
something that I have to do every week or I dont quite feel normal.
One thing this Phi Beta Kappa scholar has had less struggle with
is excelling academically. But it has been difficult coping with his
mothers health problems, since she was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis
in 1997.
My energy has been very divided at times when my mom is in
the hospital . . . Its tough to be at school when my family is
struggling. Theyre very important.
Aevaliotis credits his parents and others for helping him believe
in himself.
There are many people who arent as privileged as I
amhavent had the opportunities, he said. Part of it has
just been my parents and other family and the church community making me feel
like I could. Ive been blessed to have people around me who always pushed
me to go after opportunities and make me feel confident in trying.
But he is ever mindful that the work remains up to him. God
has to have something to do with it, he said. Ive never
thought about why or how this has all happened. Ive just tried to keep
doing what Im doing and enjoy the people Im with. I just work as
hard as I can and these opportunities keep opening themselves up and hopefully
these opportunities will keep opening themselves up.
For his own future career, he said that the priesthood is
something that I really dont want to do, but it keeps popping up as a
possibility. So its a possibility Im open to, but Id also
like to have a familybut I might not have a choice in the matter.
Whether preaching, performing or however else he might serve the
Lord, he can keep sharing his gifts of faith, intelligence and comic relief.
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