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By Priscilla Greear, Staff Writer
ATLANTA—As John Spink ran the other way from his Catholic
faith throughout his youth, he was continually pursued by the “hound of
heaven” before eventually abandoning a sinful path to find Christ.
At 42, the Atlanta Journal-Constitution staff photographer
recalled his wedding 20 years ago to his wife, Carmen, in Kansas City by Father
Charles (Chuck) Tobin who married them and also presented their baby to the
congregation.
“Chuck brought baby John—about nine months old when we
were married—and brought him forward and said, ‘Right now this child
is yours and you are to bring him up in the faith, but he’s not yours
forever and at some point you’ll have to give him back to the community of
faith because he is, as we all are, a part of the church.’”
Spink remembers the ceremony as “a very beautiful and a very
different liturgy and that was really unconditional love (for me).”
Away from the church since his freshman year in high school, a
21-year-old Spink had been working as a copy boy for the Kansas City Times when
he eyed Carmen across the newsroom and eventually began dating her. One of her
dating requirements was church attendance. “I said, ‘Okay, sounds
pretty boring to me, but I’ll go.”
At church, however, Spink listened to Father Tobin, who was
“charismatic” and “dynamic,” and for the first time he
heard the church’s message of social justice.
He then became a “cafeteria Catholic,” choosing to
follow some teachings, but not all, and shortly afterward learned that Carmen
was pregnant. Once the baby was born, Spink decided to have the baby baptized.
“I was with a child out of wedlock living with a woman and
(I’m thinking), ‘I’m gonna walk right in and ask a priest to
baptize my child and I’m gonna get a lecture about going to hell.’ I
had a chip on my shoulder.”
Spink wondered if this would be his last contact with the church.
Yet Father Tobin calmly invited the couple to a baptismal preparation class.
“That right there was the whole key. That was the turning point because if
he had blasted me that would have been probably the last (contact) I’d
have had with the church. Because he loved me unconditionally for where I was
at ... at that point it just opened the door big time. He did not judge me, he
did not condemn me.”
Named after a disciple, Spink was a church-going child. But as the
turbulent ‘60s rolled on, his sister wrote a letter to the pope
criticizing “Humanae Vitae” and his father stopped attending Mass.
Spink, too, began thinking that the church wasn’t so infallible and so he
began sleeping in on Sundays.
“My faith was a mechanical faith,” he said. “It was
a faith of rote prayer. I had never busted out of a cradle Catholic faith and
really matured my faith ... It was all rules and regulations. It wasn’t
about relationship,” he said. Spink added that he believes confirmation in
seventh grade was too early and he didn’t fully understand the sacrament.
His teen years were “pretty dark years for me morally”
as he partied heavily with friends and even courted death when involved in two
serious car accidents. “It was years of searching for who I was, where I
fit. I didn’t have the benefit of having a strong faith.”
Yet “there was that hound of heaven again” as mental
images of Catholic statues and stained glass kept pulling him back. And in the
darkroom of sin, the light shone most brightly to Spink through a camera lens,
as he became obsessed with photography class and began winning contests.
While trying to land a job in a local studio as a lab boy, he was
hired as a stringer for the Associated Press where his first snapshot was
printed. “The Lord just took this whole photography thing and dropped it
right in my lap to literally pull my rear end out of the slippery slope going
into the abyss.”
After his marriage, Spink said he was still in a
“pre-evangelization” stage, but absorbing Father Tobin’s
example, as the couple began renting a floor of the rectory. After attending
community college he worked for six years for the Kansas City Times.
In 1984 the family headed to Georgia because of Spink’s new
job at the AJC. They were not yet interested in joining a church community when
their second son had an isolated epileptic seizure and was rushed to the
hospital. Spink and his family met Father John Kieran, then pastor of Christ
Our Hope Church in Lithonia, and a Catholic neighbor at the hospital.
“All of a sudden, we just literally collapsed in these
people’s arms and we barely knew them. Here we were again, the hound of
heaven. That began our relationship with Christ Our Hope Church. Father John
Kieran basically introduced us to what is community.”
But in 1987, making a Cursillo weekend was “the sledgehammer
blow,” Spink said. “That was our Pentecost. This is what I should
have had in the 7th grade ... Instead of knowing something about Jesus, all of
a sudden, I knew Jesus. Instead of hearing about the object of the Holy Spirit,
the Holy Spirit was having his way with me.”
Spink experienced the love of those praying for him.
“It hasn’t been the same since. I had a very profound
conversion experience on the Cursillo weekend. During the closing ceremony I
just got a tremendous gift of tears during that entire thing. It was like
turning on a faucet,” he continued. “When I came down here in 1984, I
was looking for a Pulitzer and the family was along for the ride ... but after
my Cursillo weekend my priorities changed.”
He placed God at the top of his list, followed by his wife and
family.
Spink’s span of news coverage includes five U.S. presidents,
the Hyatt Regency disaster in Kansas, the World Series and numerous celebrities
and news events. Recent awards include the 1998 Georgia Associated Press Photo
of the Year and the 1998 Best of Cox Award for his picture of a Hall County
tornado victim. In 1999 he earned the National Press Photographers Association
Award for a shot of a crane rescue during the Cabbagetown fire and the Georgia
Associated Press awarded him for his photo of a parent and child embracing
after the Heritage High School shooting in Conyers.
A profound sense of peace came for Spink in 1987 when he was
assigned to follow Pope John Paul II through nine cities on a pastoral visit as
well as during the pope’s 1993 visit for World Youth Day in Denver. He
gained a deeper sense, not of the vicar of Christ’s authority, but of his
humility and mission of service. “I don’t think that I have ever in
my life had as much awe of a human being as the time I spent on the papal
trips.”
Studying Scripture and learning apologetics, after his Cursillo
conversion he began sharing his faith in a natural, non-proselytizing way if it
came up in conversations on assignments. He said those hardest to reach are
co-workers in the newsroom, as the media is full of idealistic people of good
will yet who are 90 percent unchurched.
On Cursillo, “I was just so filled with the Spirit that
before I’d been very shy about discussing my faith with anybody. But after
my weekend I wasn’t afraid. (I’d say,) ‘This is someone who is
very dear to me ... whom I love very deeply, Jesus, and he’s the best
thing that has happened in my life, and his church and his Mother.’”
“It’s a treasure chest and a treasure to be sharing with
everybody,” he said.
“Everything you deal with in life, if you have a trust in
your Lord and if you’re nurturing your faith whether it’s death,
whether it’s tragedy, whether it’s challenges of the unknown,
it’s ‘be not afraid’ and it’s hard and it’s an ongoing
lesson that I’m learning to trust the Lord...”
A gregarious guy who’s “rough around the edges,”
Spink described a few quiet joys of evangelization like when the managing
editor of photography asked him to say a prayer for a Christmas party, and when
a woman told him his pro-life bumper sticker, “Life, What a Beautiful
Choice,” encouraged her to have her baby.
“I was just in awe the rest of the day. What the Lord was
saying was that it made a difference; it saved a baby’s life.”
Catholic values permeate Spink’s neighborhood, as he and his
wife and their three sons now live in a Catholic family community established
in 1996 in Covington. “We are very open about our faith inside the house
and out and they (his boys) see that it is a very important part of our
lives.”
Strengthening his family life, Spink got involved three years ago
in helping to coordinate a men’s apostolate called St. Joseph’s
Covenant Keepers, a ministry which helps men falling between the cracks to
share their faith and become better husbands and fathers.
Spink’s wife and children have remained central characters in
his own faith story.
“The reason I get up and do the best I can is because of
their love. That is the greatest gift God has given me. That is the biggest
motivating force to serve them, my wife and my children. This is what God has
taught me, this is my first apostolate.”
And instrumental supporting roles, Spink said, have been played by
the monks at the Monastery of the Holy Spirit in Conyers, through their
spiritual direction and love. “It’s been a tremendous part of
nurturing our faith. That has been a very important part of our faith growth as
a family.”
With a servant’s faith, the photographer’s life itself
appears to be an award-winning snapshot. Even sharper than the image through a
camera lens, it is clearly focused on the presence of God.
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