| By Thea Jarvis
The year Larry Fricks accepted the chronic mental illness that dogged his
life, he had been hospitalized three times for manic depression.
I was doing some pretty bizarre stuff, Fricks told participants
at the second annual Conference on Homelessness and Health Care presented Sept.
13 by the Georgia Nurses Foundation at Georgia State University.
When we are psychotic, many of us have a very compulsive,
fixated relationship with God, said Fricks. In 1985, the Cleveland, Ga.,
native went to St. Simons Island and bought a shrimp boat, believing God
would show me where the shrimp were.
I wrote the checks thinking God was going to put the money in my
account, the burly, bearded Fricks remembered, smiling at his folly.
God is many things, but hes not a banker, he said wryly.
Key to Fricks recovery was medical treatment of his disorder and a
very real spiritual experience that awakened him to a power greater
than himself. I became aware of a spiritual realm beyond anything I had
ever realized, Fricks recalled. Nine years later, it still remains
a turning point in my life.
Acceptance of his illness, treatment and reliance on an inner spiritual core
led Fricks to recovery and a satisfying career. As director of consumer
relations at the state Department of Human Resources mental health division, he
now advocates at the management level for people who are mentally ill.
Because of lithium and the grace of God I am here today, he told
listeners seated in GSUs Urban Life Center auditorium.
Fricks related his story during a Spirituality and Homelessness
workshop let by Mercy Mobile Health chaplain Sister Pat Thompson, RSM, who
ministers to the homeless at metro Atlanta sites like St. Lukes soup
kitchen, Open Door Community, the Womens Day Shelter and the Mens
Union Mission. It is estimated that 30 percent of the homeless population have
mental illnesses.
People with a disease of the brain that involves chemical imbalance
schizophrenia, depression or manic-depressive disorder have as much need
and capacity for spiritual nourishment, faith and hope as others who are not
mentally ill, Sister Thompson said. Her experience on the streets and in the
clinics serving homeless people around Atlanta has taught her that tuning into
a spiritual center enhances the journey to wholeness.
All of us have an inner healer inside ourselves. Mentally ill
persons and those who serve them have to tap into this, she
believes, because spiritual beliefs and practices are essential to recovery.
Spirituality and religious commitment are often overlooked in mental health
care, said Fricks, who claims he avoided long-term homelessness only because of
the care and support of a loving family network. Health specialists are often
wary of introducing spiritual supports to people with mental illness because
they tend to be distorted and abused by those in a psychotic state.
Some consumers (of mental health services) hide their
spirituality in treatment because they might be perceived as getting sick
again, Fricks explained. This leads to lying to the
therapist.
A practicing Christian, Fricks became leery of organized religion when told
he was demon-possessed by well-meaning churchgoers.
Equating my mental illness with sin when I have a biological
brain disorder was disturbing, he said. Organized religion can be
very hard on people with disabilities.
Despite these challenges, Fricks said the most important part of his
recovery has been its spiritual nature and his own turning to
spirituality as a strength and support. Spirituality has helped him
release the past and give up obsessive concern for the future, he said, so he
can live in the moment.
Citing a study by Dr. David Larson, a psychiatric epidemiologist and adjunct
professor at Duke University medical Center, Fricks said spirituality can be
particularly helpful in treatment of attempted suicide, depression, substance
abuse and stress.
Spirituality is what gives people strength to go on,
said Sister Thompson, because it revolves around faith in God, a higher power,
something greater than oneself. Beliefs, values, convictions direct our
life and give meaning to it. Its a power that hasnt been touched
enough.
Recommended books on spirituality and mental illness include: Journey Out
of Nowhere by Nancy Covert Smith; Personhood: The Art of Being Fully
Human, by Leo Buscaglia; Treating the Homeless: Urban Psychiatrys
Challenge, by Billy Jones, M.D.; When the Mental Patient Comes Home,
by George Bennett; When Someone You Love Has A Mental Illness, by
Rebecca Woolis.
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