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By Thea Jarvis
It is Wednesday at the Open Door. Time for the foot
nurse to appear.
Ann Connor, in jeans and sweater, moves some rudimentary equipment
to a side office. Her usual spot has been temporarily overtaken by assorted
typists, painters and passers-through. In the new space, cramped but cozy, Ann
sorts out her simple tools a pair of nail clippers, a mini-scalpel,
salve, and an oversized plastic tub filled with warm salty water.
Its amazing what people walk around on, Ann
says, straightening out the plastic shower curtain under the tub. Calluses an
inch think like walking on a stone, she grimaces, and
positions herself on a small low, white-painted stool.
A part-time instructor at the Emory School o f Nursing, Ann Connor
spends one morning each week at Atlantas Catholic Worker House on Ponce
de Leone Avenue tending aching, worn, callused, and sometimes infected and
frostbitten feet. Her unshod visitors include house residents who have found
shelter at Open Door, as well as folks straight from the street who have been
told of Anns availability by the house staff.
Many have walked the streets in shoes too tight or too meager to
be of service. Others have been plagued with chronic sores or infection from
constant wear and tear and too little rest.
Barbara is first in line for Anns ministrations today. She
slips her feet into the warmth of the water and tells how far she has come
under Anns care. A fungus infection that had begun a year ago
about the same time she had come to live at Open Door has been
successfully treated and Barbara is currently on a maintenance regimen. She now
wears sturdy leather oxfords, fine protection for her feet, she explains,
especially when she lost the nails on the infected toes.
Malcolm, a new resident of Open Door, enters next in blue
slippers, the only footwear he can manage these days. He hasnt seen the
foot nurse before, and tells Ann the boots he wore through the cold weather
caused a deep callus on the side of his foot that is now tender and sore.
Does it feel like youre walking on a rock? Ann
asks.
Thats how it feels, Malcolm replies.
Grabbing the little scalpel, Ann gingerly removes a layer of dead
skin and chats amiably with her new patient. She learns he is a lifetime
Atlanta resident and has seen many changes in the cityscape.
When Malcolm recounts a recent injury to his foot he fell
two stories while putting in a window at his mothers apartment and
crushed his heel -- Ann points out that such a trauma could cause the bones in
his foot to begin pushing in different directions and might have been a factor
in the development of his present problem.
She gently massages Malcolms feet with salve and suggests
that he come back next week to see her. As he stands up and puts his slippers
back on, his face floods with relief.
It feels much better, he says gratefully.
In the empty office, Ann explains that its more than the
foot care. Its the opportunity to sit down and have someone listen to you
as you talk really listen, one to one. The faces of those she touches
relax not just from cessation of pain and discomfort, but from the intimacy of
the exchange.
As she finishes with each visitor, Ann hauls the large plastic tub
to a rear bathroom for a thorough rinse and fill-up. She is small and young. A
long red braid hangs down below her waist and a splash of ingenuous freckles
surround clear blue eyes in a face devoid of makeup. But she is strong and
confident, and as sensitive to those she cares for as she is steadfast in her
conviction that this work is a major part of her life.
The morning moves on. It is eclipse day in Atlanta and the sun,
filtering through some high bushes outside the office window, dapples the
flowered shower curtain that catches errant drops of water from care-laden
feet.
A robust young construction worker just in from Virginia takes off
his shoes and uncovers his problem the soles are puffy and appear
pitted, as if he had sat in a bathtub for too long. He had worked a job last
night, he says, and his feet became so sore from standing on them that the
could barely continue. Playing basketball, a favorite sport, was now a painful
experience.
Theyve been like that for two years, he tells
Ann.
Carefully soaking his feet and cutting his nails, Ann explains
that the problem isnt serious. Just a matter of too much moisture
either from sweating or damp shoes and socks and not enough drying time.
Take your shoes and socks off as often as you can, Ann
advises, and let them dry out. There would be an improvement in about a week,
she judged.
The newcomer leaves for the communitys clothes closet down
the hall to find an extra pair of shoes and socks. After lunch in the soup
kitchen, he will sit on the steps outside the Open Door and enjoy the warmth of
a fast-eclipsing sun on his feet.
As her patients are tended, Ann fields questions from Catholic
workers passing in the hallway and stopping by the office is this
prescription going to be wildly expensive? How many times can someone get a
strep infection in one year? Will you be here next week? The children pop in to
say a quick hello and run off to play. Having a nurse on the premises, even for
a short time, means a bit of professional expertise can be shared and
appreciated.
Coleman is Anns final visitor, an ever-smiling gnome who
lights up whatever room he happens to enter at Open Door.
You feel like a brand new man when she gets through,
he says of his friend, whom he sees regularly each week.
Coleman was visited with frostbite when he served in the Army in
Germany during the second Wold War. When he came to live at the Open Door a
year ago, his legs and feet were oozing blood and fluid. He had spent almost
seven months in the Veterans Administration Hospital in Atlanta some time
previously, but the problem kept recurring.
With Anns care and his own attention, Colemans feet
and lower legs are now thriving. The skin is still mottled below the knee from
poor circulation caused by the initial frostbite, but Coleman looks as if he
could begin a second career in dance if he wasnt so valuable a member of
the Catholic Worker community.
As Ann massages his feet, she asks about the chickens she and her
husband are raising on their Decatur property. Coleman, obviously knowledgeable
in the science of farm animals, advises that Anns cat will be a threat to
the smaller poultry but would be hard put to tackle the larger specimens.
From the sidelines, it is clear that the two look forward to their
weekly rendezvous.
Around lunchtime, it is time to put away the footstool and pack up
the shower curtain. The big plastic bucket is taken off for a final rinse and
Ann talks of how she backed into this business of foot care.
Over a year ago, she and her husband sheltered a gentle old man
with a terrible foot problem in their home. Eugene had been walking the city
for days in new plastic shoes that almost fit, Ann recalls, but had
to stop by a local hospital because his feet were bothering him.
There he learned after a full eight hours of waiting
that he had blood poisoning, the result of wearing shoes that rubbed the open
sores on his feet. When he came to Anns house, he was till wearing the
shoes that had caused the problem, and the infection was festering despite
antibiotics the hospital had administered.
It was a matter of common sense Ann matter of factly took
on the care of Eugenes feet, soaking, washing, massaging and bandaging.
The result was a moving, healing exchange that involved the heart as much as
the swollen feet. Ann and her husband decided that such a ministry could be a
powerful force for love and healing, as well as a sign and symbol of what we
are called to be to others.
Theres a pleasure involved in someone rubbing your
feet, Ann says. The people on the street just arent touched
that much.
There is a mutual giving, she claims, pointing out that when you
care for someones feet, sitting like a supplicant on a little painted
stool, you must look up to that persona and he must look down at you.
It puts us in a very literal position of being lower than
people on the street, she feels. Im down in a servant
situation it has some deeper meanings.
Such deeper meanings move Ann, who attends Saints Peter and Paul
Catholic Church and Oakhurst Baptist Church in Decatur, to encourage others to
become involved in such an outreach. It is, she feels, a natural extension of
the virtue of hospitality and well within the domain of anyone with a generous
heart and a sensitivity to the needy.
Though she advises that severe foot problems major
infections, for example must be referred to physicians and hospitals,
she offers encouragement to those who might consider foot ministry as an
adjunct to shelter work. You could do it, she smiles.
Dont let the mystique of nursing stop you.
It is a simple matter for Ann Connor.
Feet are important to people on the street, she
believes. Theyre important to everyone. |