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(Editors Note: Atlantas Father Bill Hoffman, now
working as a missionary in Peru, shares with BULLETIN readers his account of a
journey he made during Lent by horseback to visit Catholics in remote areas
where no priests had traveled in two years.)
Why doesnt this horse stop going under low-hanging branches?
I ought to get off and walk - I really should - at least going downhill. If
this horse slips again on these wet rocks, for sure Im getting off. The
next village must be behind that hill to the left - I wish I could remember the
name of it. Oh, yes, its Huillcayhua. How did I get out here anyway?
Well, five days ago, Sisters Maria and Miriam, M.J.V.V., (I wrote
about this order last week) asked me to accompany them on a trip through a
district that had not seen a priest for two years. We sent word out by radio
since the telegram was out of order. The first village was asked to send
horses, but, as it happened, no one was listening to the radio at that time,
and so no horses arrived. A kindly man arrived, by chance, with horses to take
some eucalyptus seedlings to his village, and agreed to let us use three of
them to get to our destination. That was a 10-hour trip.
The Sisters said wed have to leave early so as to avoid the
daily afternoon rain. Well, every day BUT that day! We were in the rain from 8
until noon, with a clear afternoon.
Sister Liliana was an old hand at horses - she was also the first
one to fall when something frightened her mount! Sister Miriam, just out of the
novitiate, had never ridden a horse, and was the ONLY one who did NOT fall off
her horse. I fell yesterday when my horse slipped on some wet and muddy rocks;
I can still feel a knot in my leg from it.
For sure, its rained everyday, and most of the day up till
now. I wonder if these shoes will EVER dry out. The cold feet I can take care
of once in bed at night, but the shoes stay wet. Luckily, bed time is about 8
p.m. since there are no electric lights, only candles in these villages. And
the people dont stay up using candles.
WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING in these villages anyway? Well, there has
been a large percentage of people that has wanted to confess sins and receive
Holy Communion. And baptisms and weddings. Thank God the sisters have been
doing all the paperwork. And I can pass off on them all questions about our
itinerary. For instance, back there several people asked if we were going to
visit the village of Iglesiapata, just over the mountain - its the
sister community where corn is raised, whereas when we were was a
potato growing area, and residents in one village are closely linked to the
other village for reasons, first, of barter, then of intermarriage. And all
such inquiries I could refer to the Sisters -- Im just accompanying them,
they are in charge of this area.
I think Ive had enough corn, potatoes, rice and dried meat
to last for several months, but I know thats all Ill have until the
mission trip is over. After all, thats all the people here eat - well,
they do add some fruit and some greens to it once in a while.
My God, why is it my lot to get beds that are too short to stretch
out my legs? I know there are not longer beds in a land of relatively short
people, but it really would be nice to have just one night stretched out all
the way.
Anyway, they always provide tons of blankets and they do keep me
warm. And I have noticed only a few fleas with the blankets - not as many as I
thought Id find. God is good!
Look, Im going to get off this horse right now - I can walk
faster and more comfortably! But these men who brought the horses are trying to
do us a favor - they walk, but want us to ride. How will they feel when they
see me dismount disgustedly and walk? I suppose theyll feel what they
offered wasnt good enough for me. But thats not what I mean. I LIKE
walking, its more comfortable, its more...Oh, whats the use -
they wont understand. Ill just hang in here somehow.
Great! Sister Lilianas horse has begun to limp and now
shell have to use my horse and Ill be able to walk! Thank you,
Lord!
The knapsack is light and it feel great to use the legs again. But
these horses do go slowly. Well, Ill get ahead of that really slow one.
Thats better. And now Im leading our small caravan along a narrow,
but well used, trail, at 11,000 feet, overlooking the Pampas River. What a
majestic view! Where are the others? There they are - Id better wait
until they catch-up. This cloud were walking through is getting me wet -
let it blow over, Lord. Thats better.
Well now, which of these three or four possible trails do I take?
Better wait for the guides. Where ARE those people, anyway? Five minutes is
long enough for them to have reached me, IF they are on the same trail. They
must have somehow cut down hill. Id better do the same. Good grief,
Ive been looking and yelling for 15 minutes and not a sign of them or of
ANYONE, Id better go back where I saw them last and follow the trail more
carefully. And now Im back to where I was waiting before. Those fresh
hoof prints lead up there - they must have passed while I was wandering around
looking for them. I HOPE thats what happened. If I walk really fast for
an hour, Ill catch them no matter what. If I dont find them by that
time, Ill ...,(I wish I knew). Guardian angel, guide me! Why do most of
the mountain trails always go UP! Beyond that ridge the trail goes up into the
clouds again - guess our next village is around there somewhere.
Whats that? Padre, down here! Oh, that little
figure way down there. Where did he come from? Down here! All
right, Im coming - right embarrassing this, getting lost and having to be
searched for. Thank you, Lord, for having me put back with my party. Im
sorry for not following along at the pace of the group.
At last the final day of our trip. The men of the village promised
to have our horses ready for the early nine-hour trip. Early, as they say it,
is the first hour -- but Im not new at this and I know by now
first hour means between 6 and 9 a.m. I suppose the second
hour would be 9 a.m. to noon. Showing my impatience might let off a
little steam, but it would accomplish absolutely nothing more, they wont
move any faster.
I used to spend some time thinking about what penance to choose
for Lent. I USED to. Why CHOOSE? All I have to do is accept from the poor --
give them a chance to share what they have and what they are. They are poor in
only one sense -- materially. They arent poor in their own eyes when they
can share themselves and their little with others. And thats even more so
when they share with the messengers who bring them the Gospel and the
Sacraments.
It was a time of penance. It was Lent. A time for me to accept
without frown or sharp voice that others provide for the visiting minister of
God.
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