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By Father Noel C. Burtenshaw
There was no time to achieve.
Destiny gave him 800 hours in the historic Chair
of Peter. It was insufficient to make a mark on the pages of precious scrolls.
There will be no collector's volumes sold in his memory; no coins struck in his
honor; no library built in his name.
There was no time for jets to wing him to waiting
welcomes. Or for diplomats, in penguin suits, to come with greetings to his
Vatican palace. There was no time for his tears, cleansing the woes of his
world, or for words that would encourage and console. There was just no time.
Time disqualified him from refereeing the
aftermath of Camp David. It barred him as mediator to those claiming the
holiness of Jerusalem or the sovereignty of Lebanon. It stopped the steady
stream of good will building for the shutaway Christians behind the Soviet
curtain.
There was no time for the onward march of renewal
to which he was sworn or for fulfilling the dream of John whom he loved or Paul
whom he served. There was time alone merely to accept the honor, fill the
Fisherman's Shoes, don the cassock of white -- AND -- smile.
He made time to smile. His days were filled with
smiles. He laughed and widely grinned on and off camera. He enjoyed the burden.
He loved the load. He looked like a lasting instant replay of smiles. And the
cautions watching world was caught in the trap of that winning happy face.
The seal of his month-long adventure was stamped
with the word "Humility." It would teach him to practice it, he grinned. And
the burden of projecting a papal image unruffled him, since he knew nothing
about "this job." The rest of us grinned.
Pomp and circumstance was summarily dismissed, it
no where fitted his tiny frame. The triple-decker crown he shyly shelved. A
simple badge would be its substitute. But the best badge of all remained that
flashing, catching, watched-for smile.
He raced against the clock to do his best work.
And it was done high above St. Peter's Square. His magnetic, pied-piper
presence mysteriously filled the famous Roman Square. And there, locked in the
trance of mutual communication, his Apostolic message was wildly cheered. The
message was always the same -- he smiled.
His 800 hours were magical moments of papal
remembrance. Just a short time. Just a brief time.
And it was time to smile.
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