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By Sister Genevieve Sacht, OSB
Many people are asking today Why did so many women leave the
convent? or Why are there so few people entering religious life
today? that the publicity these questions have caused has perhaps become
a factor in itself. I would never attempt to answer such a complex question
because there are too many individual factors, such as motivations,
environment, psychology, theology, etc., which would render any theoretical
answer immediately inadequate. However, since one of these factors touches on
what I consider to be an essential element in religious life, I would like to
address myself to it.
In past decades, the image that most people had of nuns was based
on their impressions received as children from the sisters who taught in the
school or served in a hospital. Frequently these impressions were largely
colored by the memory of one particular person who made the greatest
impression, whether favorable or unfavorable. Since terror tends to be
remembered more than kindness, the bad experiences were more likely to be
remembered.
Be this as it may, we were known as teachers, nurses, social
workers as professional women of one sort or another rather than
as women of prayer. Previously a subtle impression was given that, if a woman
wanted to be truly dedicated in a service career, her place was in the convent;
today a womans dedication to her job stands to her own merits and
achievements rather than a blanket status deriving from her vocation in life.
Thus the conclusion drawn by many is that there is now no reason to become a
nun since the image and association is job-oriented. Our life is centered on
the belief that the Risen Lord is a person in our midst; we profess openness to
the Spirit, which leads us to seek a fullness of life in Christ. This faith
life in which we seek God is intensified and enlivened by silence and solitude,
by communal prayer and by support and love of one another, which culminates in
the Eucharist.
The basic thrust, one of the essences of a religious vocation, is
not something that can be observed by ones students or even by fellow
teachers. I could have a sparkling personality and be the most dynamic teacher
while my faith life and prayer life were absolutely nil. Conversely, I could
possess a deep and intense prayer life and be an absolute dud as a teacher or
friend. Most people have no opportunity to share or even witness the prayer
life of religious.
I used to feel that a love for the prayer life in community was
one of the concepts that had to grow with ones vocation and that usually
it was not one of the stronger motives which led a person to religious life.
Today however, there is a growing awareness and search on the part of young men
and women for a truly viable form of spirituality and prayer. They are looking
for a lifestyle that proclaims that there is more to life than financial
success and advancement in a career.
For this reason many communities have begun programs in which an
interested person can live within the community for a period of time to observe
at first hand the lifestyle and form of prayer before making any decision. In
addition some communities are inaugurating a form of community membership in
which a person shares in the life and work of a community for a few years
without any intention of making it a permanent commitment. The one criterion
St. Benedict emphasizes is that the candidate must truly seek God. Many people
possess that qualification; maybe we havent shown them where to look.
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